Really depressed =( (Long)?

Look I'm asian too and I'm gonna pour my heart out into this: I don't get all A+s either. When I get home from school, I'm always yelled at. It's suppose to motivate me, my mom says, but it doesn't. It makes me feel awful. I always tell myself I'm stupi and worthless. But then on good days like today I always look back at those times and I know there's always a way and I'm over worrying myself. And you know if I go tO community college so what? It's not the best but I can still transfer. Someone I know did that and he turned out just fine!! He's happily married with a daughter. And of course his parents left him to live the independent life he wanted and they still love him. So just keep going and try to motivate urself. Start off thinking about a college you could go to at your rate now, then if your grades get better and you do better than life, make your standards higher. What's the best possible college? Go at your Own pace, and don't rush yourself. good luck :).